I’m Tired

Honestly... I’m tired.

I’m tired of giving too much love to those who don’t give it back. 

I’m tired of overlooking my hurt to see them smile.

I’m tired of loving the wrong people

I’m tired of not being seen and loved

I’m tired of being wanted for just my body 

I’m tired of seeing in these men what others do not. 

I’m tired of hurting and feeling this way. 

I’m tired of being under-appreciated and treated poorly. 

I’m tired of being weak for men who wouldn’t be weak for me. 

I’m tired of the chances

I’m tired of love 

I’m tired of men 

I’m tired of lies and deceit 

M’y heart is weak

Why me? Why do I have to feel like this? Why do I get treated this way? 

Am I not meant to love?

Am I not meant to be loved? 

Is it difficult to love me?

Is it difficult to see me? 

I get so lonely sometimes and I just want someone to share it all with 

Why do I have to suffer this way? 

Do I not deserve the love of a man too?

Or perhaps a woman...